Jun 27, 2004
Yay! I'm back from my grandmas! (which totally sucked) When I got home, me and my mom and my dad were watching Secret Window, and the fone rang like 5 freakin times and then the doorbell rang twice. The first time we got ditched and the second time, it was Matthew and Derek. They came to get me to play basketball with them. So I went cuz they needed one more person for a team. After that they wanted to go swimming so we went to the neighborhood pool. Now I'm home.... really missing my friends and Jesse. Can't wait to go to Double Daves. (finally) Later Gator~
Posted at 11:57 pm by tainted-Love
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Jun 25, 2004
Posted at 02:17 am by tainted-Love
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Ha Ha..... Boy Scouts .....Ha Ha!
Posted at 01:33 am by tainted-Love
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Jun 24, 2004
I was just wondering what your favorite show is. If you have one, then please put in on the comments. My favorite show is The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy. Wow, can you tell I'm bored?
Posted at 06:52 pm by tainted-Love
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Ugh- I don't wanna go to my grandmas. I guess I have to get it over with tho. I hate it when my mom logs me off of the computer and gets on her account because people could have left me important messages on AIM. Which happened last time but like she gives a damn. I have to respect her but she doesn't have to respect me. Whatever! I wanna go to the beach! I can't wait anymore! Hm.. I'm hungry I haven't eaten anything all day. But we have nothing to eat but frozen bagel bites and frozen pizza. I hate cooking shit when I'm really hungry but don't wanna pre heat the god damn oven cuz it takes too long. :Sigh: Today just sux. {Later....Much}
Posted at 05:51 pm by tainted-Love
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Jun 23, 2004
Check out the pics. I've been working on the site a lot lately.
lithium
Thanx :)
Posted at 11:24 pm by tainted-Love
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Operation B.R.O.W.N.I.E. S.N.E.E.K
Last night, I was at Brittney's house. I ate some kind of cereal bar while I was over there and it was really good. She likes these brownies I always have. I was talking to Brittney last night on AIM once I got home, and I was like "Ha! I'm eating a brownie!" and she was all "Ugh! I've wanted one of those all day! C'mon throw me one!"
so I said "LoL, ok." We were just kidding, but then I started thinking for a second....I could sneek out and meet Brittney at metric, throw the brownie across and she'd throw a cereal bar back and then we cud run home. LoL. So I told her. She agreed and we were both going to sneek out and meet. She said that all she had to do was go down stairs and shut her moms door. So I waited for her to do that, but she was taking forever. Finally she got back. It turns out that the door had creaked and then she accidently slammed it. Her mom woke up so Brittney just said that she had had a bad dream. So the ''brownie sneek" was off. But then Brittney was like "Well if you're still awake at 4, I could go then because my mom will be out by then." but I said "Dammit, that's when my dad wakes up for work and he'll notice that I'm gone because he sumtimes checks on me if I'm too quiet. LoL." Brittney "Man, well I guess we'll just do it another night."
So me and Brittney are planning another ''brownie sneek'' LoL. We're risking getting grounded and not being able to see each other over junk food. LoL. Ohh I love my best friend. We are so much trouble together and so goofy. Well, I've typed a whole bunch and I have a life besides the computer. ;';Later;';
Posted at 04:35 pm by tainted-Love
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I haven't got my meditation down completely yet. I can clear my mind which is usually the hardest part, but what I can't do is keep it clear for a long time. The ususal meditation period is 10-15 minutes but I can only do it for about 6-7 minutes. I guess I just need to keep working at it because it's really relaxing. I need to get incense, that's all I'm lacking. Ok, I'm bored and I still wanna go to Double Daves. '.Later.'
Posted at 04:25 pm by tainted-Love
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I'm sitting here, alone in the dark... only the glow of the computer and the moon. I did an incantation last night... and to my knowledge it's working. In fact it's working perfect. I want to do another fire incantation, but last night I almost burned my room to a crisp. Oh well, tonight I will just do a simpler incantation. Hm.. no, I'll wait another night for incantations. Tonight will be meditation. I need peace. I'll post tomorrow because after meditating, I'm going to sleep. Peaceful Dreams,
KaŽa
Posted at 04:03 am by tainted-Love
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I'm Sorry
I'm Sorry that you hurt me
I'm Sorry that you lied
I'm Sorry that I loved you
I'm Sorry that I was true
I'm Sorry that you faked it
I'm Sorry that you left
I'm Sorry that I stayed
I'm Sorry that I was lonely
I'm Sorry that you were fun
I'm Sorry that you were cute
I'm Sorry that I was played
I'm Sorry that I didn't know the truth
I'm Sorry that you lived
I'm Sorry that you didn't care
I'm Sorry that I died
I'm Sorry that I deserved better
I'm Sorry that in the end I can never be as Sorry as you are Bitch.
Posted at 01:10 am by tainted-Love
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