Jun 29, 2004
I was sitting watching the rain, then I just felt like writing about it. I love the rain so much.
Everything is gray
The earth weeps
Silence and violence
It grows darker and darker
Not so silent anymore
The sky’s tears are falling so hard
This makes the world’s features blurry
I’m lost in a chamber of silver haze
There’s no way out until the sky dries its eyes
And when that takes place I’m free
But not for long because
Now my tears have me
Caught in yet another haze
Posted at 08:26 pm by tainted-Love
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This Really Makes You Think
I love this song and I hate G.W.Bush
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i'm just a normal man
i wouldn't hurt nothing at all
but here we are
our leaders have a plan
i'd only kill if it's for them
now here we are
i drove in a car and flew in a plane
to come to your house and kick your door in
now it's down to this, it's just you and me
i'll blow your fucking head off for my country
i go to church and tithe
i go to work in a suit and tie
but this is war
i'm really not sure why
but the tv says that you are wrong
now here we are
[chorus]
my feet hurt from the sand
but still i march on gun in hand
cause this is war
this isn't what i planned
i wanted to be so much more
but this is war
[chorus]
-Smile Empty Soul
"This is War"
Posted at 07:57 pm by tainted-Love
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Ugh, I have to go get my gay physical tomorrow. I hate it! Dammit Denise how come you don't have to get naked!?! lmao Me + Shey do. Oh yeah...duh! It's cuz you're a lil dirty mexican. LoL Hm... It's been raining forever.... but I love the rain. Rain is so beautiful. Ohhh I gotta walk over to Brittney's and check on Chi Chi and Fluffy. I feel sorry for Chi Chi, she misses them so much and I hate leaving her because she sits in the window and cries. Mmk, later~
Posted at 07:45 pm by tainted-Love
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Jun 28, 2004
I Don't Even Know What Day It Is
I feel like my world has been turned upside down and everything fell out of it. I don't know why... it's just a feeling. I don't even know what day it is and I really don't give a shit. I feel like everything is screwed up when in reality it couldn't be better. Something's wrong with me but I don't know what. I think I really need to be with my friends. I haven't seen them in forever, and Brittney is gone on her cruise and I really miss her. I really need Friday and Saturday to get here.... and fast.
Posted at 11:29 pm by tainted-Love
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Right now it's 7:21 am and I have not gone to sleep. I don't plan on going to sleep either. For some reason I can't sleep...even if I'm tired. At 11:30 today I have to go and get my soccer uniform fitted. This season our team had to merge with Round Rock (who I absolutely hate) and our colors are DiSgUsTiNg!!!!!! I HATE THEM! They're gold and navy or something like that. Those colors make me want to puke! OUr colors before were fine! They were white and dark green. Ugh I get so mad talking about it. And we have the GAYEST name. The Revolution... ugh! Our name before were the SideKicks. I loved that name. I guess I can't do anything about our name and our colors but learn to like them and make sure everyone knows our name. I hope we win the championship this year. I'm glad our team is still together too... we got a few new players tho. I have bad hiccupps right now. They're hurting my chest. I'm gonna go outside down to the creek... it's my favorite spot to go and it's a great peaceful place to think.
Bye
Posted at 07:27 am by tainted-Love
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Jun 27, 2004
Yay! I'm back from my grandmas! (which totally sucked) When I got home, me and my mom and my dad were watching Secret Window, and the fone rang like 5 freakin times and then the doorbell rang twice. The first time we got ditched and the second time, it was Matthew and Derek. They came to get me to play basketball with them. So I went cuz they needed one more person for a team. After that they wanted to go swimming so we went to the neighborhood pool. Now I'm home.... really missing my friends and Jesse. Can't wait to go to Double Daves. (finally) Later Gator~
Posted at 11:57 pm by tainted-Love
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Jun 25, 2004
Posted at 02:17 am by tainted-Love
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Ha Ha..... Boy Scouts .....Ha Ha!
Posted at 01:33 am by tainted-Love
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Jun 24, 2004
I was just wondering what your favorite show is. If you have one, then please put in on the comments. My favorite show is The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy. Wow, can you tell I'm bored?
Posted at 06:52 pm by tainted-Love
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Ugh- I don't wanna go to my grandmas. I guess I have to get it over with tho. I hate it when my mom logs me off of the computer and gets on her account because people could have left me important messages on AIM. Which happened last time but like she gives a damn. I have to respect her but she doesn't have to respect me. Whatever! I wanna go to the beach! I can't wait anymore! Hm.. I'm hungry I haven't eaten anything all day. But we have nothing to eat but frozen bagel bites and frozen pizza. I hate cooking shit when I'm really hungry but don't wanna pre heat the god damn oven cuz it takes too long. :Sigh: Today just sux. {Later....Much}
Posted at 05:51 pm by tainted-Love
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